a fantasy caught in film

Gives new meaning to the term, "Lame Duck"

New Years Eve Run Down

Come on guys .... What's better than ladies in lingerie ?

i dont even care...

...if he finished this or not (and it's highly unlikely that he didn't), dwight howard is a fucking beast. and excuse me for cursing, but there is quite literally no way to accurately describe this man without the use of an expletive.

zach randolph is listed as a solid 6'9, 260 lbs (but any nba fan knows he's a little heavier than that. y'know, like the titanic was a "little" accident. or sara palin is a "little" dumb.)and howard is acting like he's not even there. sick. seriously.

i swear 'fore god...

that if one more person who can't be there for me says they will be there for me "whenever i need them", i'ma smack the shit out of them. don't be that person. it won't be pretty.

choose your words and actions carefully. people aren't toys.

i screen you screen we all screen...

prop 8 is for losers

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i hate mtv...

...for making me sympathize with and gain respect for both paris hilton and britney spears. never thought that'd happen. especially not within an hours time. unexpected, but i think i can still live with myself.

what a wicked web we weave when first we practice to...freewrite

today was a good day. a free day. do whatever i want, self-love day. nothing to do nowhere to be time to myself. smiles abounded today. ended up in the city getting free knicks tickets and eating a panini. new suits and giving an old friend free tickets to the rock center tree lighting. gratitude acceptance brotherhood bonding. some friendships live on forever and some die out that were meant to be. ever feel really great and then the thought of something makes you feel empty? and you try to fill it back up with all the good things you just did/realized like the new blog you wrote that you're proud of but the thoughts of the thing just won't go away and won't allow you to be whole? you're a liar. and i know it. and i just wish you would be honest, but you never will be because you aren't with yourself just like i said in the honesty box. it's okay though, i've learned to understand who you are but the effect on my heart is no less great. o well, c'est la vie no? gotta paint the apt. gotta wait for the tv's. gotta throw garbage out, empty the house. physical clutter only adds to emotional clutter and i need to be completely bare. minnesota party? sounds like it's not new york and that sounds pretty good. i wish people didn't have issues and that i didn't have to deal with them dealing with their issues. issues suck. i wonder how effective freewriting (freetyping?) is...don't care really, just been feeling the need to empty my head and got nowhere to put it all. and this is my blog right? so i can do that here i guess. that's about it for now i think, though i'd imagine in theory a true freewrite never ends would it? we shall see... peeeeeace

World Aids Day 2008

Every December 1st of each year is World Aids day. Unfortunately HIV, the virus that causes AIDS has reached pandemic proportions and is destroying lives more and more each year across the globe. Specifically, in the United States 90% of all newly diagnosed HIV cases are African-American women or women of color. There is much we can do, of the many things we can do is educate ourselves about what HIV is, learn to de-stigmatize HIV patients because HIV does not discriminate age, race, color, or sexual orientation and most importantly of them all, GET TESTED. Many people living with HIV do so for almost a year without knowing that they are infected and in the process infect many other people. Please take a moment to reflect on the fact that some of our friends, loved ones, co-workers or others we know and love may be living with this disease. Let us all decide to encourage others to be tested and to educate themselves about this disease. If you have never been tested for HIV, do yourself and the world at large a huge favor and go get tested. Test results can be kept confidential and the testing is fast and often does not require blood. 

Be Blessed