goodbye

didn't want to say it.
wish i hadn't.
if only i hadn't been drinking.
want to take it back.
but i needed it.
i need it.

you are.
a profound statement.
a moonbeam on a lake of sunshine.
a dream.
a girl.
you are.

your feelings.
a mystery.
the key.
i've never seen the lock.

i will hate my words forever.